amandAHHH

amandahhh @ 2007-10-22T00:00:00

2007-10-22T05:00:43Z

No seriously though, SO MUCH BETTER (:

amandahhh @ 2007-10-20T23:42:00

2007-10-21T04:42:57Z

"We're two bicycles, ridden too tired to know which one of us of us two was dumb enough to choose the other as a lover."

amandahhh @ 2007-10-02T13:45:00

2007-10-02T19:08:26Z

I've matured a lot since the last time I've written in this.
I've lost some friends, but I think I've gotten over it easily. It occured to me that I don't want to live life being dependent on other people. It was difficult losing one person in particular, just because he cut me out of his life without warning, and I wasn't prepared for it at all. It was hard, and I was depressed. I thought a lot, and listened to a lot of Owen, but now, I can say that I'm self-content. It truly is a good feeling. It's helped my confidence and self-esteem a lot, too.
Chris has been there for me through everything. He's helping me in school a lot, too. I'm so thankful for him. It's incredible how much alike we are. We finish each others sentences, we always blurt out the same reaction, and do all those other really corny things that bestfriends do. We're going to visit URI soon, to look at dorms and apartments. It's all we can talk about, and I'm so ready to live on my own.
I admit that it would be nice to have a boyfriend, but it definitely isn't a priority. I don't think I can stand another heartbreak right now, so I'm just going to lay low, and wait. As much as I love Chris, it would just be nice to go on a date with a straight boy.
I've been getting all A's so far in my classes! My writing teacher says I have a real talent, which is really good to hear. I'm working my ass off. I have to maintain at least a 2.7 GPA so I can transfer. My goal is a 3.0, or higher. It's so much work, and incredibly draining.
I love my family, and have gotten really close to them in the past month, especially my dad. Even though I hate my parents sometimes, I know how fortunate I am. I live in an incredible house, my dad is paying for my car, and my schooling, and I'm trying harder not to take it all for granted. They make me appreciate my culture. My mom and I are going to Syria next year, and I'm so excited about it.
I am sick of the same routine though. It would be nice to have some change once in a while. I think Rhode Island has a lot to do with it; it's so boring. I'm not going to complain though. I have to get ready for work now, though. It felt good to get all of this out. :)

amandahhh @ 2007-05-13T19:13:00

2007-05-14T02:45:30Z

A lot of these people aren't my livejournal friends.
Take a guess at which one you are.

1. You have no idea how much I miss you. I haven't talked to you in weeks. I've developed this dependency on you, which is probably why I have been feeling like shit lately. I wish you would find your phone so I have some way of contacting you. Please don't forget me.

2. We had a really really bad falling out. We were suuuch good friends, and I can't even begin to explain how much I loved spending time with you. Now we hardly even look at each other. I still feel that I didn't do anything wrong, even though you have your own opinion about that. Maybe this is for the best. I miss what we had though.

3. You are hands down my best friend. You overreact sometimes, but I still love you. I just wish you wouldn't get so worked up over things, and RELAX & enjoy life. I love the fact that we can drive around listening to crazy good music and just be genuinely happy together. You have no idea what you mean to me. I love you so much.

4. I want to start talking to you again, but you need to mature some more first. We had a really bad falling out, which was all your fault. I'm not upset that you have a girlfriend, and that's not the reason why I dislike you. Maybe you should try to talk to me and actually figure out why I hate you so much.

5. I kind of miss you. We used to have the best conversations when we were friends. I considered you my best guy friend. I think the fact that we dated ruined the great friendship that we had, and I'm really bummed out about that. I wish we could go back to the way we were before we kissed.

6. You live so far away, but I wish you lived closer. I think we would hang out so much more, and be better friends. We are alike in SO many ways. I can't wait til we go to school together next year!

7. I have a crush on you. Too bad you like boys. But you already knew that <3

8. You're an asshole. You were drunk, I was lonely, but you initiated it. It got out of hand, and I said I was sorry. Thanks for not talking to me again.

9. I want to be better friends with you. We hangout a lot in school, but I don't think you want to get too close to anyone. I want to be there for you because you always seem so sad.

10. I wish you would include me in your life more. I really can't say anything bad about you, because you are pretty much flawless. We are alike in the way that we are so carefree about everything. I miss you so much.

11. You overreact & overanalyze things too much. You are such a good person, and really genuine. I miss the way we were before, when we had sleepovers because those were so much fun. I wish you would make plans with me instead of complaining that we don't hangout anymore.

12. I want to see more of you becuase I think we could be really good friends again. We have an off-on relationship. We hangout for two weeks, stop talking for a month, then hangout for three weeks, then stop talking for a month... I think distance has something to do with it.

13. You are beautiful, funny, and so confident in yourself. I wish I could be more like you. We have so much fun hanging out together, smoking cigarettes, and talking about our latest sex scandals. I consider you one of my best friends, and I hope you feel the same.

14. You are one of my best friends, but I feel like you have too many groups of friends to really have "best" ones. I think you are so funny, and I absolutely love hanging out with you. I hate when you say "not to sound like a bitch, buuut..." cause that makes it sound even meaner than you intended.

15. I have known you the longest out of all my friends. I love you like a sister, but I feel like we drifted apart when we moved. I want us to be as close as we were when we were 5. I miss you a lot, even though you still live down the street.

amandahhh @ 2007-02-15T09:36:00

2007-02-15T14:35:30Z

Better :)

amandahhh @ 2007-01-13T16:41:00

2007-01-14T00:41:54Z

Who's going to this? I just found out about it...

As most students at CHS know, tuesday we are all picketing on mendon road sidewalks. This is to prove that we deserve better and that we are all in it together. The school administraters do not realize how bad the conditions of our school are and how badly we are affected. The more students we have, the more impact it will have. Local news channels (NBC CBS and ABC) will be there and also Newspapers (valley breeze, neighbors, the call). Also we have several parents and teachers that have said they will make an appearence to show their support. People may be saying not to participate because it will affect their reaction to the speech given on thursday by a CHS student, but many teachers have said that this will help prove that not only this one student cares, but the whole student body..So please help us..in the long run, this will benefit all of us.

HERES A FEW REMINDERS...

We cant call it a strike because we're not a union..it has to bbe called the CHS STUDENT BODY DEMONSTRATION.

We have been approved that we can NOT get in trouble for our -actions as long as we are :
-Organized
-Respectful towards the Principals
-DO NOT CROSS MENDON ROAD we must remain on the sidewalks or the catwalk!!!

Meet at TUCKER FEILD at 7:00 am..if not earlier.

Hot Chocolate and Cookies will be provided for all participating students

DRESS WARM!!!

DO NOT TALK TO THE MEDIA! we have selected speakers to keep this organized.

bring your own posters

If you plan on participating, but you do not have a ride to tucker field, contact either Meghan Boyle Heather Cournoyer or Shannon Lefrancios on myspace.

Thank You For Taking the Time to Read this and Hopefullly you can agree that something needs to be done. Hope to see All of you Tuesday.

!!!!!!!REPOST THIS!!!!!!!!!

amandahhh @ 2007-01-12T08:28:00

2007-01-12T13:31:12Z

From now on, I'm taking the bus.

amandahhh @ 2006-12-30T22:33:00

2006-12-31T03:33:22Z

2006 is ending pretty well, despite this terrible cold I can't get rid of. And chapped lips :(
I'll spend the first second of 2007 with Anthony :)
I love being with him so much. It's so nice to feel this way about someone... Not love; not yet. Just pure joy. Before, I was paranoid more than anything, but now all the doubtful feelings have gone away. It's all about the cute texts I wake up and fall asleep to, and the anticipation of each kiss. We've gone through so much to get to where we are now, and it's amazing.

These girls (and Chris) have no idea how much they mean to me :)
They have been a huge part of my life for the past year and I want to thank them so much for everything. I appreciate every single thing they do ♥

amandahhh @ 2006-12-16T11:14:00

2006-12-16T16:14:12Z

I'll be in Cape Cod til tomorrow relaxing in a spa and getting massages as a birthday present from my parents :)
I need it so badly.

amandahhh @ 2006-09-23T20:46:00

2006-09-24T00:46:12Z

I AM NOW THE OWNER OF
A BRAND FUCKING NEW 2007 TOYOTA COROLLA! :D

I LOVE LIFE!

amandahhh @ 2006-06-22T11:49:00

2006-06-22T15:53:00Z

okay loves, my plane is leaving in about 8 hours. I am freaking out.
I love planes, but not ones that will take me 29658320958320958320958 miles away from all of my friends for 6 fucking weeks.
It's 6 and a half hours to London, then a 14 hour layover, then another 5 hours to Syria. ooooof, that's going to be fucking hard (that's what she said hahaahhaha)

Don't fucking forget about me! <3333333333
I really don't want to leave :(

amandahhh @ 2006-05-14T17:20:00

2006-05-15T00:26:09Z

Yesterday some cute 23 year old drunk guy picked up mine, Erica's & Bri's tab at TGI Fridays because we were "three beautiful girls." Good fucking night :D

AMANDA AND ERICA'S LIST OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE WE DIE:

1. Sky dive
2. Travel to Australia, Vegas, France, and the rest of Europe.
3. WIN THE LOTTERY (edit: fuck it)
4. Become famous singers :D
-note to self: invest in bongos & tambourines
5. Get better at piano & guitar!
6. Live together in Providence!
7. Go to New York together.
8. Get married.
9. Find nice boys. (see #2)
10. Hot air balloon picnic!
11. Parasail
12. Climb a mountain.
13. No destination ROAD TRIP
14. Scuba dive & swim with dolphins
15. Paint
16. See Copeland & Eisley live
17. Record!
18. Invent the next big thing(s)
19. Meet Brand New. Not to mention have sex with them.
20. Free the zoo and run away on giraffes!

amandahhh @ 2006-03-14T21:41:00

2006-03-15T02:42:19Z

Today was the first day that I have ever fallen asleep in school.
It was fucking weird.

amandahhh @ 2006-03-10T16:23:00

2006-03-10T21:24:19Z

It's a gorgeous day outside :]
Things are really looking up for me.

All I need.
♥

amandahhh @ 2006-02-04T22:03:00

2006-02-05T03:03:40Z

HAHA
I hate ICP

amandahhh @ 2006-01-14T10:46:00

2006-01-14T15:51:06Z

This is my dress for Winter Ball

These are my dates for Winter Ball

& I couldn't be happier<3

amandahhh @ 2005-11-29T14:56:00

2005-11-29T19:57:29Z

FRIENDS ONLY

add me & I'll add you back :) ♥Amanda